My World.

Part 1

I'm a 14 year old teenage girl, but I have no clue as to who i really am. I was laying on my bed closest to my bedroom window. I watched my dream catcher, which hung from my roof, blow around with the cool breeze. I observed the butterflies that formed part of my dream catcher twirl, making weird obscure circles. As i looked down to my toes, my eyes closed as I felt the warm embrace of the midsummer sun Clouting me from my face to my thighs. I was trying to unwind because I had a hectic day at school. Suddenly, a gentle knock was heard at my door. The door opened slowly. It was my older brother. I completeley loved getting visits from him. He was a complete rebel and he did things that i would never undertake in,well, atleast I would think so. He sat next to me on my bed, he looked frustrated and bleak. He looked at me, then, I knew something was wrong. Unexpectedly he started sobbing. I wanted to comfort him, but i had no knowledge as to how to comfort a male. I finally decided to cut my crap and I just put my arms around him. He looked at me again and started sobbing. I was trying to figure out what could be the matter, was it me, was it my face, maybe he found out about Charley and I. I just didn't know anymore. I decided to ask him what the matter was. He said sadly that it would be better off for me not to know and that he needed some more time to just take it in. I wanted to show him that i understood him. That i really actually cared, so I wraped my arms securely around him, i knew he needed someone to comfort him, someone who would tell him that everything was gong to be alright. My brother stood up and walked out my room. I was worried about him. There goes the my idea of unwinding. What could of been so ghastly that it would make a 17 year old adolescent have a complete breakdown.  I thought about him the whole night until i eventually fell asleep.

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Posted: October 25th 2011 05:03